Enterprising Young Men

Ah, so, I blogged, when was it? Last Tuesday, I think. I feel sure it was at some insanely early hour of the day. In any case, what have I been up to since last week?
Actually, that's a very good question to be asking myself, isn't it? I can't really remember very much of it.
Well, on Wednesday...I was supposed to be seeing my friend who was visiting me from New Zealand, Katie. It was just my type of luck really that her mother had gotten the dates wrong and was unable to meet up with me. Though, I am well used to this type of misfortune in my life, it was rather disheartening. As, I hadn't seen her for an entire eight years, and much as I was slightly nervous about seeing her after so long, I was nevertheless rather excited about it. However, fate being the cruel mistress ( wait, I have a mistress?!) that she is, it was not to be and she was forced to cancel on moi.

As it was, Jonathan was going to come with us, mainly to act as 'older person to enable our parents to let us stay out later and make sure we stayed out of trouble'. So, because Jonathan is not in touch with the twenty-first centuary in terms of handheld cellular communication, I was forced to send him a Facebook thread, though a mere twenty minutes before our meeting time as that was literally when I discovered my abandonment. Therefore, I went into Kingston anyway as I couldn't very well just leave him there...on his own, with no way of telling him and looking all pathetic...awwww, that's such an adorable mental image! Except, Jonathan doesn't do pathetic looks. Well, not often, at least.

I got there just as he did, even though i was a quarter of an hour lte, for which I was thankful that I hadn't been early, or even on time and forced to wait for him. I have started to wonder whether or not he's stopped trying to be on time to meet me because I am always invariably late to most everything I have to attend. And, chances being if the other party is early, I shall be later than normal.

He didn't actually say hello to me, he simply commented on the awesome-ness of my hat. Which, admittedly was quite an awesome hat, but, still. A greeting is not overly difficult, or has human communication involing common courtesy become obsolete? Most probably in all honesty.
In any case, I managed to explain what was going on about Katie ( although with some resistance from my tongue which refused to form words properly for several seconds - much as my fingers seem to be emulating with my typing at this moment in type).
In any case, he seemed unphased and simply asked what I wanted to do instead. And, as we had decided we would go to the cinema on Thursday (making up for not going on Tuesday) he suggested we simply went then. Which we did.

We went to see 'Public Enemies' starring Johnny Depp and it was excellent. However, tremendously sad and tragic. I cried. Twice. But, we also managed to not have Orange Wednesday codes too, which was a well done on our part. So, as per, I paid. And, then Jonathan said that should be it on the whole my paying for cinema trips...although, really, I think I should still owe him at least two more cinema trips, if he wants to say that, fine with me. I won't take away his chance to be gallant, or whatever it is...

Anyway, after the film we went to Borders to get Jack a present, and then i said I wanted cake so we dropped in at Patisserie Valarie. I bought myself a chocolate chip muffin and then we walked to the park. Sometimes...I don't think he understands a thing about me, to be honest, but, he's a guy so he sees things in a different way to begin with. But, I think we became closer at the same time...possibly? Anyway, when we said goodbye I got a very nice hug etc. and spoke to him later that evening...he said one thing that confused me quite some deal though.

Next day I went to Wales etc. Got home on Monday morning. Didn't do much.
Jonathan's gone on holiday...won't see him for quite some time. But, will just have to get over it.
I am seriously starting to get confused about his sexuality...and it's scaring me actually. I don't even know why but there's gotta be something amiss when he flirts with another guy! Even if he's like extra anti hugging of guys etc in real life...it just strikes me as odd.
Anyway, I am going to trust him absolutely, and if god for bid things get to a point where I just don't know anymore, I might have to take Jamie's advice...

I'd better just forget about it.
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. I'd like to shoot someone right now. God, preferably if we knew for certain one way or the other (if he is real, I mean) and if he could be shot anyway if that were true.
I pretty much feel like he doesn't care about me one iota, I mean, he bloody replied to the main thread but not our private one, so, it's like, thanks. Arg. I'm almost glad I'm away when he gets back! I mean, what has he done to show me he likes me, really? FGS, I've been going out with him for , what, seven weeks and he hasn't even kissed me. Maybe I'm just repulsive. I don't know anymore. :'( I suppose I'm not exactly helping things myself, but, he's the guy, which may be stereotypical of me, but, call me old fashioned, if he likes me he should just show it. Because, as if I would ever reject him in any way. That's my biggest weakness.

I'm going to go and talk to Jamie about how unattractive we are for a while and then ask my mother if she'll buy me a DVD and a book tomorrow. Because Push is out on DVD now :)
Sorry for being angsty, just feeling low. I do miss him. It doesn't help when he seems not to care.
And that he didn't say goodbye to me on Monday when I spoke to him...
Well, I'm off.

No Tomorrow

I am so annoyed at this moment in time!
Okay, so I'm supposed to be going to the cinema with Jonathan tomorrow...bloody git hasn't actually bothered to tell me a time, or a place that we're metting so I am seriously angry right now.
I've just sent him a thread telling him where and when, and that I'll wait twnety minutes at most...if he stands me up I won't be talking to him at all...I don't care if he's going away for a week and i won't get to see him, if he can't be bothered to let me know something that simple then he obviously doesn't care. I mean, I know he ws working today and stuff, but, I bet anything he's probably round at Ruairi's , in his bed playing xbox or something stupid that boys do. Arg.
I know he's probably really tired from the party and stuff, but, still...it's not hard to say 'I can't go' or 'this time and place' is it, really? Boys are so stupid.
I don't care if he's amazing in every other way and I can't stay mad at him when he's actually talking to me...I don't get male logic...or the inablitiy to do anything with consideration to others.
I miss him :'( dammit...I hate this kind of thing. Plus, I am listening to this song from the party because I'm addicted to it...and I keep thinking about him...>___< damn.

Wow

Well, I'm back from the Pirate Sleepover Juni Sommeran Bash...

<----- that was my outfit.

It was certainly interesting. Not sure if that's a good or a bad thing anymore haha. Anyway, I got to Becca's at four pm or so...having only gone to bed at 3am and gotten up at 7am. So...I was shattered to begin with.

We spent ages getting ready, listening to music and such. Graeme texted us and said he'd be late to the party because of work, and we knew Jonathan was going to be late anyway because of Wimbledon. So, we waited in the tent for a while and then kinda just hung around in the garden aimlessly for another hour. Graeme got there at about nine or so, perhaps quarter to. Then Tom, Danielle and Becca's dad returned from their TaeKwon Doe competition. Sporting medals. Tom won a Bronze, and Elle managed to come home with a Gold and is the best at sparring under sixteen in the country now. So, we were all proud of them.

Tom and Daniella joined us for a while, then Jonathan got to the party...and then Thomas was sent to bed at about 9:30, after he'd eaten. Elle stayed rather a while longer until around ten. When Jonathan got there I can't say I really acknowledged him very much, then...not sure exactly when but he complimented my appearance. It was something like 'I don't believe I've complimented you on your appearance yet. You look ravishing...' and then I think there was something like 'and quite ravishable'. Hmmm...that did make me smile though.

Um...yes, there was a lot of standing around done by myself because people seem to move once I sit down and I haven't done anything wrong. :( I guess I just have an evil aura! Anyway, when Graeme went to get a drink...and because my legs were starting to hurt I sat down on the edge of the bench were he and Jonathan were sitting, leaving loads of space for Graeme. Graeme came back and glared at me and said 'you have stolen my position!' I pointed out all the space but Graeme just did the 'ahhhhh' thing, and waggled his finger at me. Next thing I knew, Jonathan pulled me down the bench and next to him. Graeme kinda looked at us and then went off and it did take me a while to notice but Jon had his arm around my part of the bench...but, I didn't mind, obviously :P

Wow by Kylie came on at one point when I was sitting on the bench (after Jonathan had gotten up) and he ended up serenading me, I guess. It was rather amusing...and flattering...and embarrassing all at the same time. But, not in a bad way...God he's cute. Arg,..shush mind!
He kept pointing at me, doing spins and stuff while singing the song...which was quite funny, and a few times he came up the path and leaned in very close to me to sing certain parts. Part of me had concluded that I was probably bright red by then.

There was a lot of fascination with glowsticks at the party too...which was a little annoying at times. To be honest. But, yeah anyway, later on, after Graeme had left because he had work the next day (Graeme left at quarter past eleven) we were sitting on the trampoline - that's Becca and I - at least...I think Graeme had left by then, but no matter. So,I had my arms around my knees and then Jonathan kind of sighed...for no apparent reason and walked around to my side of the trampoline and then he stood behind me and put his arms around my shoulders, rested his chin on my shoulder and ended up so that we were cheek to cheek, and then the conversation just kinda carried on as before. But, once more Becca said something along the lines of 'I'm serious, guys. if you two start making out, I'm kicking you out'. I was more stunned that it seemed like that, to be honest. But, he just smiled and then said something along the lines of 'that boat in your front garden must be useful for something.' and Becca went 'as long as your out of my view!' and then he half turned to me, grinned and said 'How 'bout it?'. I took this as a complete joke, to be honest and just laughed. Stuff like that always makes me feel really uncomfortable because I never know what I'm supposed to say in reply. I mean, I probably would...I mean, obviously I'd want to make-out with him. I think that much should be obvious! Arg...but, when I talked to Becca the next morning and I asked why she kept saying about the 'no making out' thing, apparently we looked like we were about to start making out quite a lot of the time...which, well, it quite amused me, if I'm honest. I hadn't noticed...

Maybe I am just bad at picking up hints? James says I am.

Um...then a few times Becca and I had wrestling matches which Jonathan was a little too pleased by, and of course started him singing "Girl fight, tonight!" but, it was funny, to me anyway. But, I don't know...maybe it's odd, but I really don't mind that kind of proximity with girls or being considered by guys like that...but Becca does. And, to be honest, my view point is, well, why should it matter? I don't like girls and therefore physical proximity or contact with other girls makes no difference to me. I get a big blank nothing. Guys on the other hand...don't get me started on how badly they affect me. Which, I suppose is a sure-fire sexuality test...maybe Becca secretly is unsure? I mean, it wouldn't surprise me considering the amount of friends I have which are like that.

Um...then we went into the tent, eventually.

At some point along the way I had gained Jonathn's shirt over my dress, because I got cold...I think Graeme was still around when that happened though. So, yeah...Jonathan obviously had another top on underneath...shameeeeeee. :')

Then we watched Step Up in the tent, it was Jonathan's choice too. But, as he'd mentioned he had seen and owned Step Up 2 to me when we were in CEX on Thursday I assumed he might like to watch Step Up and took it with me. It was a good film actually.

Above is Jonathan hiding behind me from the camera.

Then when the film finished we kinda sat in silence for a while and then Jonathan asked what we could do next...and yes, I did plant the idea of Truth or Dare...but, I did it subtly enough that it made it seem like it was Becca's idea. Haha. Most of the truth, I don't remember, I avoided them. I hate truths. But, Becca dared me to put these glowsticks around my neck (they were like chockers) and then it was Jonathan's turn to be truth'd or dared and he chose dare. becca then dared him to take the glowsticks off my neck (five of the eight) using just his mouth. I was a little stunned by this and went 'a...ah...waa???' but, Jonathan seemed game enough. So, I got instructed to move my hair out of the way and he just went ahead with the dare. Okay, OH MY GOD, I totally almost fainted. I seriously don't know why, but...it was just weird...it was probably something about having him so close...and taking something off my neck, I don't know...but, I can't say it was exactly a bad feeling. Though, was pretty sure I was going to have a heartattack or something. Haha. And, that would have been a shame...oh, actually...dammit, my brain is so terrible!

Anyway, then, I'm not sure if it was in retaliation...not that the dare was exactly terrible to begin with...but, who knows...maybe he didn't want to go that close to me? *shrug* figures. Anyway, he dared Becca to take the remaining three from around my neck using only her mouth. Which was...rather annoying actually. Hence what I said about sexuality before...when he was near me it was interesting...when it was Becca it was a little like 'do hurry up!' She almost strangled me a few times too. Then Jonathan was telling her a better way to get them off because she was failing...and I was like 'you've developed a technique for taking things off my neck?! What?' and they were talking about it seriously...he really was taking it rather seiously when he said it. But anyway, after almost dying from being tugged at by the neck I was freed. Thank God.

So, possibly in retaliation to that, Becca made Jonathan put a glowstick bracelet on his wrist (incidentally the one with the shag bands on), one around his thigh (because I complained about foot...because no offense to anyone, I just don't like feet. And then two around his neck, and I was dared to take them off with just *my* mouth. Arg. I was also then given a time limit to the end of the playing song...which game me about a minute and a half. So, naturally I started with the wrist...avoiding the shag bands very carefully, then the thigh. James said he'd have been worried about that one, but, to be honest...to me, the neck would be worst, and hardest to get off. I was right.

Above is Becca in her outfit

It was so difficult, and I finally got one of them off, and then for the life of me the other one wouldn't come off. And, then Jonathan started laughing and his shoulders hunched, so I couldn't get to his neck and I was running out of time and dreaded a forefit, eventually I forced him to move his shoulders down, and then I had to try again...I accidentally bit his neck in the process but I got it off...with about a second to spare. I apologised to biting him, obviously...but he really didn't seem to mind. Which, struck me as a little odd. I just hope I didn't leave a mark...:S

Then...some truths and dares later...Becca (evil queen she is) plus, she's been drinking alcohol, so I think she may have been on the verges of drunk....she dared me to play suck or blow with Jonathan. Which, if you haven't seen the film 'Clueless' is where you pass a playing card (well, it was a playing card with us) it's usually a piece of paper, from one person to another mouth to mouth. You have to basically suck in air to keep the playing card to your lips, and then pressing it to the other eprson lips, they do the same and then you blow on the playing card to let go...kinda. That sounds wrong the way I've described it. But, if you drop the playing card, you have to kiss. Essentially, I was put in a position where, if I didn't play I forefitted...and the forefit (much to Jonathan's obvious amusement...and I doubt pleasure, but you never know) was that I'd have to take off every item of clothing that Jonathan had bought. Which just so happened to be my dress and his shirt. Sadly, I knew he'd bought his shirt as I was with him when he got it. So...I couldn't not do the dare, but if I failed the dare...not only would I have to kiss him I'd still have to forefit. She'd backed me into a corner because I knew I would drop the card as I couldn't keep it to my lips. But, after much dithering...of about 15 minutes plus, I agreed. Thing was, that, Jonathan seemed to avoid looking at me at all until he really had to...and I don't know...that made me feel worse, because if he was against it I wasn't going to try and make him. And, then he just went 'I don't mind' so that seemed so...cold that I got even more worried. Anyway, somehow (it must have been 4am courage) I went along with it, didn't drop it, got the card to his lips...which I must say was odd, it's like kissing someone but with a piece of paper in the way. :S and when i moved back we dropped the card. Except I was let off my forefits...I dunno why.

I guess, part of me wanted to kiss him...okay, I really did...but, at the same time...I was really scared and Becca was watching etc etc. Which made me against the idea. I'm not sure if I hurt his feelings though, because I made such a fuss about it. I only made a fuss because I was nervous, not because I didn't want to...I was terrified that if I had to kiss him he'd pull away or something...and bloody hell we're supposed to be dating. ARG. Life! And, after that his whole attitude towards me changed to really cold...which made me feel bad. :(

But, I guess I understand...and anyway, who could like me that much? No one...pah!

Anyway, then the game peatered out at about 6 am, and we decided to watch Man In The Iron Mask. Becca decided to go to sleep and while I was watching it with him, I kinda curled up on the sleeping bag and fell asleep myself. I was wrapped in two sleeping bags...

Next thing, after having some warped dream where we replayed the party, except I actually wasn't a wimp and I took my forefit, I woke up at about 8:40 am and...one thing I immediately noticed was that he'd gone. We knew he had to leave at about 8am...but, I didn't expect it. It felt very...empty without him. Then 'Girl Fight Tonight' came into my head and I decided to go back to sleep. Then I woke up again at about 11, and Becca had woken up and said 'he left us a note' and said 'did i miss it then?' and she said 'no, it was in the kitchen, with the back door keys on top. So, we worked out that he would have had to find the keys, open the back gate, find pen and paper and leave it for us, then leave. I also realised that I was still wearing his shirt. I had just assumed that he'd wake me up for his shirt before he left...but, you know. I managed to fall alseep in fishnets, short shorts, a tutu and Jonathan's shirt. >___<>

Anyway, then we got up, and went to Becca's room, got changed and decided to go and buy breakfast from the co-op...so we walked...it was so hot! And I was wearing tiny short...anyway, breakfast was nice, then we tidied the tent, chatted about the party. Becca told Elle what happened with the Suck or Blow game (that's the name of the card game...nothing else) which she promised not to do...but anyway, I seriously had to go 'did I actually do all of that?' and becca went 'yes, you did' I spent most of the day being appauled with myself...I mean seriously just going 'oh my God! I really did that? How did I have that much courage? What was I on...did you drug me, becca?' etc.

Then I went home...eventually...and screwed things up even more with Jon...great-y-great...:( But, should be seeing him on Tuesday so, I guess that'll be good.

See You Again ( Mafia Remix)

Oh, I forgot to say earlier. I got a postcard from school congratulating me on passing some more modules. Which I thought was very nice.
OMG - Millie basically asked ' are you and Jonathan going out' yesterday, while we were waiting outside the school. And I didn't exactly answer...I went all quiet and Emily just went 'Bit slow, Millie' and then everyone started screaming. That was about twenty people...all friends of his sister. I didn't even mention him! I have no clue if his sisters know...and I'm certainly not going to ask, but, I do hope they don't tell his sisters if they don't know. Haha.
OMG I'm so excited about the party...not because of the party really...just because of his hair really. He's gonna look so awesome! Hehe. Not that he doesn't already anyway.
It's so funny, Fia has decided that he is my Westley. Which...if he wears a shirt anything like Cary Eweles wore in the film...I shall be very happy about...
As long as the attention isn't all on Becca this time.

Mali was so shocked that I'm friends with Claire's brother, Graeme, but, I don't see why.
Anyway, I should get to bed...I need a lot of sleep so that I don't fall asleep at the party. Yay!
Party, party. I hope I look nice tonight...

Hero/ Heroine

Well, I haven't done too much today. Was supposed to get up at nine am, but, I fell alseep again...and I had to run for the bus, my iPod then decided to go flying out my pocket and bounce into the road. So, I resuced it, and luckily, Thank God for iPod cases, the only damaged thing was the leather case I bought for it. I was so shaken by my iPod's near-death expereince. More so than I usually am by my own...I wonder if that's strange.
Most probably.

Anyway, went into school to do Module six on the ECDL and got 88% on the assesment and then 88% on the actual exam, meaning I passed and now only have two more left to do and I'll have finished. One more, and I'll have the BCS level two.
Then I saw Shauni, and she chatted to me for a while...and then my mum picked me up and too me into new Malden. I went to McDonald's because I was starving...and then we went home.

It's the party tomorrow...I'm quite excited now , actually.
Especially because the guys can stay round this time. It's really cool that Jonathan's going to dye his hair blond for the party...for me, I think. Haha. But, I do hope he knows that he's fine just the way he is, in my opinion. Nothing will change that either.

Marian just spent an hour going on and on about how I should be a model. Which is a bit of a headdesk, but oh well. Lewis is pissing me off (again) and I really wish I had a gun when talking to him sometimes...he could drive a saint insane within minites.
Anyway, he's still my friends, no matter.
I'm off to play Rhodan for a while.

One More Night Alone

Well, I posted earlier...but silly computer decided to delete my post! Evil computer.

Anyway, here is my day today:



I had my Sixth Form induction assembly today. I got there at about eight thirty or so on the bus with Amy and we met Louise outside the school on the wall. Louise would not shut-up about X- Factor, which was quite annoying to me, but not to anyone else. So, then Sophie and Rachel Thomas joined us and we waited outside for a bit. Then Claire and Lydia got there. We waited for a while and all these Coombe Boys were gathering on the next part of the wall. I must say...we have some interesting hair joining our school next year. I say this because, there was someone with Skunk hair. Literally. It was the most prominant thing about the new entrants from Coombe Boys.

Eventually, we actually went into school because it was almost time for the actual talk to start and the boys were kind of intimidating standing there. As it was, as soon as we moved and went inside, they followed suit. I got the feeling they were just trying to be cool about having no clue where they were going or what they were supposed to do.



Eissra and Daniel were manning the door - I feel for the, the poor things. I'm glad they're head boy and girl, they're right for the positions, nice and I'm friends with them...which makes my power trip awesome. Anyway, the talk didn't actually start until 10:20, even if it was supposed to start at 10;00 am. So, I was sitting with Bella, Claire, Lydia, Soraya, Laura, Bryony and Jade. We chatted about random stuff and then i saw Carys and we had a Torchwood chat and general catch up.

Except I found out that two boys from my old school are joining my school: Edward and Paul.

They really hate me, so I'm very worried about it. As they've beaten me up before...and I'm sure they wouldn't be beyond it now.



Anyway, eventually we had the talk, it was boring, but gave some useful information. I got out as soon as possible. Then I ended up waiting with Alice, Chloe, Lydia, Marion, Emily, Kate, Abbie, Vikki, Kim, Chelsea, Millie, Bello and Claire while I waited for Jonathan.

Who...walked straight past. And, was ten minutes late, though it wasn't his fault.

So, said goodbye to them and followed him. Then we walked to Catherine's house together.



We got to see Alison and Catherine, which was lovely. Weclome Catherine back and such. It was quite funny. Jonathan and I ended up fighting over schweetheart...as per usual. And, kind of...generally...I'm not sure why though. All I know is that...he's a lot strnger that he lets on. Or...at least, has ever let on to me. Oh well. :)

Then we left...and went to Matalan and he got himself another Hawai'in shirt. I thought it was quite nice actually, but then again...I like his Hawai'ian shirts in general, and no one else seems to agree. But, I think they're rather nice, actually.

Went to Kingston and bought Buffy The Vampire Slayer season four on DVD, was going to get Heroes or Angel but...they were kind of too expensive really. At £18 ad £16...and the Merlin cd is £11.99.

I had a chocolate milkshake too :D from Shake Away which was yummy.

We went to Computer Exchange, but I didn't find anything i wanted to get, sadly. But, I shall look next time.



Then he walked me to the bus stop, which, I guess he didn't have to, but was nice of him. Saw Marion and Lydia for about the seventh time that afternoon, which was just amusing and just slightly creepy.



Got home, had some coughing fit and almost threw up for no apparent reason. Then was talking to Lewis on Facebook and he decided to start commiting suicide while talking to me, I got so annoyed with him for it, and then he turned out to be bloody faking in order to get attention and after I had some massive go at him as, all I've spent my time doing is trying to help him, if he went and even pretended to do that, all that was doing was throwing my help back in my face and why should I bother to care about him? Well, he suddenly got it and then went off in yet another depressed mood, but he was at least able to understand that he was a complete idiot and pretty upset with himself for alienating the only person who seemed to actualyl care about him. According to him, that is.
But, then I had to leave because I was going to the theatre with friends. So, I kinda left him.
Got chnaged and walked to Kingston, even though I left fifteen minutes before I had to be there I was early, and went to pullinger's to see if I could bu y Anna a present. But, alas, they close at 5:30pm...I probably should have done it earlier in the day, to be honest. But, I forgot.
Raced back to meet Becca, who I invited as our last ticket to the Rose theatre with us. Met her, and then we walked down to Borders to meet Anna. Met Anna, who then went to go and pick up the tickets and we waited for Sabrina.

Sabrina got there...completely high (on Lucuzzade) and informed us 'I'm lateeeeee' which, we'd kind of noticed. Walked down to the Rose Theatre and met Anna who then had the tickets.
Nanta Cooking was awesome!
In fact, I half wonder if I should have invited Jonathan. Mostly, because it involved martial arts, lots of knife throwing and very incredibly amusing. I think he would have enjoyed it. however, I doubt he would have said yes...too busy with Warhammer probably.
In any case, I can't got to Leila's dance show tomorrow...and I can't go on saturday because that's when the party is. Ooops. I'll have to make upfor that with a DDR trip and Grape Soda.

Back to Nanta Cooking...'twas awesome. Afterwards the four of us were a little hyper, so as you do, Becca and Sabrina decided to eat sugar. Yes, sugar. From packets. In the cafe thing. We took lots of photos...one of which my skirt looked so short I will not allow it on Facebook.
Then we went to meet the cast, and took a few phots. And, Anna's dad showed up. He took some photos of us with the cast and then we said goodbye to the cast. They were lovely, honestly.
As Anna's dad is the Mayor, he asked us if we wanted to see the Mayor's chambers.
We said yes, obviously. And, he took us across the road and showed us all the stuff in his office. More photos were taken and we signed the visiter's register thing. Which, only officials and stuff sign. Which was awesome.
Then...we did the 'mine' seagull thing and Anna said 'I bet that's never happened in the Mayor's chambers' and Sabrina said 'I bet a lot of things haven't happened in the Mayor's cambers'.
I half wonder if it was weird of me to think 'Yeah...wonder what has and hasn't happened in the Mayor's chambers.' Then wonder if I could ever go there again and take someone with me...I'm going into no more detail. But, becca seemed to have a similar thought, because I asked her. Either that, or my mind is just terrible. Probably.

Then we left...and did the Matrix walk down the hall. Then...Sabrina filmed me doing a Mission Impossible catwalk thing down the main stair and saluting the people at the main desk. It was amusing. Then Anna tripped on the last stair. So funny. Anna's dad drove us home, and then we ended our day. That was the 25th of June 2009.

I Caught Myself

I know, it's horrible, is it not, that I - Twilight hater (Don't tell Alison) - happen to be addicted to a song which is *shock horror* in the Twilight film?! It is. Very.
However, I find I like Paramore, I did even before hearing the song (which is, I should like to point out, not the fan favourite Decode...) so I went ad bought some Paramore music on iTunes. Dear dear...I've gone from R and B, to Hip Hop, to Pop, to Techno, then trance and ended up at this strange, strange mix of music.

Anyway, onto more pressing matters...none of which could be considered so by anyone other than myself. Well, not many at least. No, actually...probably just me.
I'm trying to remember what I've been up to recently.
Hmmm...well, on Thursday I didn't do anything too interesting. I say this because I cannot remember what I did last Thursday, therefore, it can't have been that interesting.
However, on Friday I had actually bothered to act like a human being and leave the house.
I went to the cinema to see Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen with Jonathan. Which was nice, because I hadn't seen him since the Saturday before when Graeme, Becca, Jonathan and I went shopping.
Not sure I've actually written about our shopping trip already. it was ages ago (the 13th) and we bought stuff for our party. Which is this weekend, and shall (hopefully) be awesome. But, yes, Jonathan bought me an outfit...not sure how he convinced me on that one, but I wouldn't let him unless I could pay back part of it, so I am...in cinema trips. He also got me a Pirate hat. And I bought a cane, Jonathan got one too, and we both discovered that they glow in the dark. How awesome!

Anyway, so I got to see him, for the first time since then...and our 'talk' which was a little scary for me. But, it was okay. We met at 11, then went to buy drinks because the Odean ones are far too expensinve, and as we'd just bought our tickets even though it started at 11 we assumed there'd be a lot of adverts. Got back at 11:20 and the ads hadn't even started. Eventually when it did start we had to watch the ads and then the film started.
I wasn't too pleased at the begninng, because the two main characters were talking about making theirrelationship long-distance because Sam was going to college, and blah, blah blah. it was just too close to home, except Sam wasn't the one thinking about breaking up, it was his girlfriend. Anyway, so about twenty minutes into the film, right after a fight scence and the pair decide to try Long-distance they kissed and...then the screen went black. I have to say it was quite amusing because he just went 'that was a good film'. But, apparently they had sound difficulties, and to cut a long story short we went to a different screen where it was just starting, nabbed Premier seats and had to watch all the adverts again, but saw the entire film too.
We didn't actually get out until 3pm or something.
Then we went back to his house and played on his new Xbox. And he gave me lunch. Yum :)
There was a weird thing where his friend, Ruairi (I think I spelt it correctly) came round. I don't know the guy, he doesn't know me...he and Jonathan kind of chatted and Jonathan carried on playing on the xbox with me. We didn't even acknowledge one another really. Only when Jonathan complained about my hitting him with a spade in the game...
Which I found amusing, and fitting when he kept getting all the money first. Then I went home.

Went to Wales last weekend to stay with my Grandma, which was nice. Though...as she's only just gotten Digital television I spent most of Saturday watching Top Gear on Dave, and Scrubs etc. I also watched Jurassic Park III, I love Jurassic Park...I don't actually know why, it's so gruesome and...*shudder* I just enjoy it.
Haha.
Anyway, came home. then on Monday Becca and I had Trek times. As in, we went back and forth between Kingston and New Malden all day and my mum was mad with me haha.
But, it was fun, and i borrowed CDs from becca and tried on my dress for the party. I looked awesome (so immodest there, but...oh well for once).

Then, as I'd asked Jonathan to come online I spoke to him from something like midnight to...five am...hmm...not the smartest thing I've done but it was nice to talk to him after five days of FB silence between us because of his new XBox 360...aside from threading. Boys and electronics...honestly. Okay, I was obsessed with my iPod Touch but I didn't go overboard...much. haha.
Jack is back from Australia! yay, and has a present for me, so that's awesome.

Yesterday I took an IT module. Number 4. And, I passed with 94%. Because I was in triple science I didn't have any lessons for a year and never got around to doing the IT stuff for ECDL. I only have three left now though : 5, 6 and E. So, I'm very pleased. I'm taking 6 on Friday so I am almost free and get a B grade GCSE for doing very little.
Afterwards, my mum picked me up and treated me to lunch in New Malden (with cake).
We were walking down the high street back to the car - after my mum bought me an awesome magazine which had an article all about Assassin's Creed II in it :D (yay) who should be walking towards me but Jonathan. haha, we saw each other and smiled but my mum was totally oblivious to my distraction... which was quite amusing.

My mother had decided I spend far too much time on the computer so she's going to give me a limit of midnight to stay up for a while, until I am more responsible :O which means I'll braely be able to talk to Jonathan and my friends...because they all come online really late. Aside from Fia, Fia's normal. :)

Today I ddin't do very much...I went to kingston with my

Tomorrow, is our induction day at school for the Sixth form. How thrilling...
But, it goes from 10 until 11 in the morning and then I'm meeting Jonathan and we're going to Catherine and Alison's house to welcome Catherine back from university. It'll be nice to see her after so long. We're staying for lunch and then I'm going into Kingston to buy Buffy The Vampire Slayer season four, the Heroes soundtrack and some other stuff. Jonathan's coming with me.

Then later on in the evening ( at 7:30) Anna, Sabrina, Rebecca and I are going to the Rose Theatre to see Nanta Cooking. Which shall be entertaining.
And I am worried because I've given Jonathan an idea for the party and he says i should be worried but won't tell me what it is...
Dear dear.
Boys.

Oh well. Ugly Betty came back today, it was amusing. But, it's not the best show ever. I can't wait to see CSI: Miami the new season. And NCIS. But, looking forward to seeing people tomorrow.

Oh, and Fia said I weirded Livvi out haha. I apologise, she'd just mentioned you to me. Then told me today that you mentioned me. *waves back* You can blame Fia for my reading your blog, she told me you'd read mine, and then gave me the link to yours. :)


Oh, this is irritating...he won't tell me what it is he has planned...and I'm all curious. >__< Good thing he's so cute, and dying his hair blonde for me or I'd go in a huff with him and ignore him 'till he told me.