Love You ^^

Hmmm...it's been a few days since I last blogged.
Hello...again.
I've just been watching this film about Leprechauns...yes, I am well aware of how sad I am. But, it was a little like Romeo and Juliet -they killed themselevs to stop a war because their parents blah , blah, blah. Good thing was they got brought back by Whoopie Goldburg at the end, there was a lot of kissing...it was so sweet >__<.

So, sine the 22nd what have I done? When was the twenty-second? Well, I know WHEN it was...just don't know which day it was.
Tuesday.
That took a minute.
Erm..okay...saw Georgia after ages - she's doing well so far as I can tell which is good :)
Natasha invited me to her birthday party, and said she was inviting Jonathan too...for me so I had someone to talk to, and they know I don't drink. Plus, as he knows the 'hot' lifeguard I think they want to interrogate him about him haha.
Poor Jonathan.
Anyway, Friday...not much happened.
Okay, aside from walking to school with Ellie, Lydia and Lucy. But, I kinda started crying for no reason so it was an eventful trip to school. Then we walked home together after school.
Lizzie, Ellie, Lydia, Lucy, Yvette and I.
We stopped off so Ellie could buy chips because she was craving them, and Lydia could get chocolate ebcause her blood sugar was low.
When we got to the bridge, we'd lost Lizzie by then as she lives the other way.
A train came along, and we all stood on the bridge and waved to the train...like in the railway children -which I said.
And Yvette replied 'except we're not all waving our underwear', to which I said, 'and none of us are male...or are any of you secretly? O.o' haha.
The Train blew it's erm.. horn? thing. and the drivers waved to us, which we cheered for. haha. Mad, much?
Lucy left us, and the four of us carried on towards the station. When we got to the corssing, I had to go the other way, so I got huge hugs and a wrestling match with Frank. We fell into the wall and I now have a big scratch all down my arm haha.

So, then on Saturday, what did I do...?
I went to see Fast and Furious with Jonathan -such a good film ^^
Saw Kerry-Anne, so bloody who knows what rumours will be around by Monday...and she said 'if you need any help Terri and I are over by the ---books' I say --- because I wasn't listening to her by that point. Because, firstly, why would I need/ want help? What with? Secondly, if I needed it, why would I go to Terri and Karry-Anne? Much as they are my friends and all, social rejects 5.0 not much?!
Anyway, he took me to Computer exchange which is now my new favourite shop -it's so cool *jumps up and down on spot* wow. I want to go back, but it's always filled with guys so I'd be too scared to V_V
Anyways, I am now looking into Harlequins, which is something that interested me anyway, but I suddenly remembered when he mentioned them yesterday...I will be drawing them everywhere now probably >___<

I'm happy I'm going to Tasha's party, and won't be alone with loads of mad drunk teenagers...and mad drunk boys :P Not that I'd be that interesting to any of the guys...any that are single would just be like, 'wtf...ew' haha. How random am I today...I can't even write properly.
I'm off to watch more les Ange ^^

'It Hurts Too Much' -Broken Strings

Not much time to write but, very bad past couple of days.
Been feeling sick constantly, and can't manage any food. Even then, it's not an ill kinda sick, it's an emotional kinda sick feeling. Whenever I think about what's going on, it feels like my insides are curling up, and there's this empty feeling in my heart and I just feel terrible.
Very torn over things at the moment.
Barely anyone seems to be talking to me at the moment...not that they're not talking to me...though, I have gone into solitude mode at the moment. I just, no one's hugged me since the holidays. I feel really...unwanted I guess.
Thinking about it, I've never fitted into groups, even the one group that meant something to me. And, what did I fucking manage to do to that? Become hated. Didn't even mean any of this to happen, but, I can tell that they do blame me for it. I blame me for it, and I didn't intenetionally do anything. But, the issue comes up with, whould I lie and apologise just for the sake of everyone else, or forget it all?

Some days I really wish I'd never met any of them, but, then i realise that I love my friends. I really do, I don't know what I'd do without Sarah, Catherine, Alison, Jonathan and Becca...but, I doubt it'd matter the other way around. I know I've been over, and over these things a million times in my head...trying to sort out this, tell myself they'd have gone by now if that hated me but, from experience and example, i can see that's hardly very telling.

What makes it worse is that I feel bad for everyone losing connection to one another. And, quite honestly, although I wouldn't go near friendship or any type of association with her with a barge pole, I'm sad that Heather didn't get what she wanted. Because, much as I can't say I like the girl, I don't like knowing people are sad...and that even if it wasn't my fault that they blame me. Well, just in general it's hard to see people sad, no matter your differences, how much they hate you, you hate them, who they are. Anything, I just find it pianful to see them upset.

And, I suppose the really telling thing with if the others do blame me for everything, and hold some type of grude, is when i went to that service. When Jonathan told me I should have warned her - what did he fucking expect me to do? Sent her a formal letter? It really hurt knowing that , although I undertsand they all grew up together, and have been friends long and I was just an add-on of heather's...that they do feel so very little.

Life is so crappy. Managed to look a fool, but, hey what's unsual these days about that?
Totally screwed things up with all of my friends, don't think they even want to talk to me anymore...and who can blame them...it was just that the only reason i even said those things to jon was because of my conversation with James. James L says he accepts all that I've said, and doesn't believe the stuff I said, when i mentioned that I don't overly feel accepted he suggested I tell someone else. i was feeling shitty anyway, so I told Jon. Fuck, fuck, fuck. I should just have gone on pretending, being fake- it'd get further if I did. But, I can't hold out like that.
Tim keeps telling me that I haven't ruined things with my friends, but, he doesn't talk to them...it feels like they don't want to talk to me.

I've decided to get rid of/ stop wearing the shag bands. Because, originally, it was mine and Becca's thing. Then Jonathan got himself involved by buying some, but that was fine...i guess. Now it's just become this thing, where I feel left out...once again.
I'm re-considering breaking off, I keep thining it might be better...but I can;t manage it...

Supposed to be going to see Fast and Furious on saturday...I don't think I want to go anymore. i mean, yeah, i want to go...Fast and Furious is awesome. But, I don't think I could deal with false kindness from him...or, to be honest...the dislike that I feel is always just under the surface.
It doesn't stop me from wanting to go though...which just makes things worse. Because, all of this just confuses me...and I feel sick when I think about it.
Just, seriously, for once, I don't want to screw everything up...

I'm going to bed now, because if I don't I'll start feeling sick again.
Wishing I was someone different won't make me a better person, but, whenever I try I always make things worse.
Next worse thing is that I'm pretty sure part of him thinks I'm a lesbian...which may have been a joke, and my idea...but, I am slightly depressed someone would think that of me.
Argggggggggggggggggggggggg.
He'll probably cancel, knowing him. Not that I want that to happen, but, you know...who'd go anywhere with just me? I'd shoot myself. I should shut-up now...and hope that only Fia reads it. Or I'm kinda digging my grave and nailing my coffin with my own stupid words. *sigh*
Apologies for my swearing...it has not been a good day.
Dealine is the week after my exams finish...Lizzie worked it out...how readable am I?

The...almost unfinished and confusingly stupid end. Without looking back for typos etc. so-sorry.

For The Last Time

I finished Season two of Heroeson saturday night. OMG Nathan etc. Rather annoyed about Adam - not only is he AWESOME, Jonathan promised me blue flame. There was NO blue flame! I feel so cheated, no blue flame :(
So, now back to BTVS season Six. Ah, so amusing. Spike and Buffy SQUEE! I've just realised how utterly terrible and cringe worthy the sex scenes were though haha. Rather amusing too. And, just ever so slightly sadistic. But, Spike is so hot...I mean...I was sitting there melting...I am jealous of Buffy...which is probably a bad thing haha.
He's adorable too! Captain Peroxide haha. Buffy TVS realyl has some fantastically funny qwips too and one liners. The musical episode is great. I must get people to watch it, and sing along haha.

Though, because I wasn't really watching properly the first time ( not the first time, the first time since I first watched it when it first aired...AKA yonks ago.) I noticed a rather questionable Willow/ Tara scene. Ew. Skipped that, though it was rather amusing how it is cut short, but switching to the Magic Box with Xander saying 'I bet they're not working'. haha.

Oh, Randy...best joke ever! Randy Giles. Very amusing episode where they all forgot who they are 'Tuluba rasa' ep 8 season six. I can't remember what happens in season five though. However - thanks to Jonathan, and a well-timed birthday- I have the season. But, I've been buying them reverse order, and therefore watching them in reverse order. Unforutnately I can't remember what happens with Spike and Buffy during S:5 - he keeps referenceing things in S:6 so I'm assuming they may have kissed...or something. But, it's spike and Buffy- you never know.

I have to say, aside from Spike, Anya must be my favourite character. because she is so random, blunt, tactless and insincere. Also, terrified of rabbits. I find it cruelly amusing, which probably sheds light on how sadistic I possibly am.

I think I have eaten too much chocolate- though, marginally less than I anticipate my friends will have consumed. Nevertheless, I have too much chocolate and I will end up with it still around by next easter...because I never finish it all.

I was going to start work on a fanfic, but, my muse has specatuarly gone spluttering to it's untimely earthen grave. Just need toressurect it now...how appropriate for Easter! Okay, not funny, you know, my non-existant wit here. Jamie is amusing (Holbrook) I mean, not Day or Downes although Jamie Downes, as well as being cute, is amusing too. Erm...I hope he doesn't read that, even if he knows I really liked him - as I told him. Quite funny, as we're still friends, because I was over him when i said i used to fancy him.
Ran out of credit texting Jamie back ...twice...so that's a tenner gone haha. We were talking about basically nothing: DW, Robin Hood - tried to convert him to watching it- and general nothings.

Also, I discovered that Zachary Quinto, AKA Sylar is going to play Spok in the new Star Trek film. Ah, how intriguing. I hope they sorted out his eyebrows, those on the big screen would be a monstrosity. They're not fit for Hollwood.

Just found out - yes, they have sorted the eyebrows. I saw a picture. He looks quite amusing. Oh, I do amuse myself...how sad. I keep forgetting my age- which isnt to weird as I've just had a birthday. When I forget my name, something's gone. Though, come to think of it, I hardly ever hear my real name. I wouldn't be surprised if i did forget it.

Know who I miss? Jack. My best friend is traitorously off skiing in France, and has left me to rot without him :(I feel so betrayed. Though, if I did rot It'd be a feat, as I'm neither in the trenches or dead. Unless, my mother's dream about my being a vampire is real and I am secretly dead...
It wouldn't surprise me, I hate sunlight anyway :P and, knowing my luck it's not impossible. I mean things keep coming true that I dreampt...who knows?

Note To Self: dream about Milo Ventimiglia turning up on my doorstep and asking me to marry him <---- I want that to come true. ;) or, James Marsters- or, bigamy. I mean, how could I possibly choose between them?!
I missed Fia a lot too. Also, heroes, is very good. When I went to the library during the week I found a message from jon which made me smile, though the sencerity is doubtable. It made me smile, nonetheless.
I think I need to get something gear me back into a real person...because I feel so fake at the moment...that or go to the Emerald city...and take Anna with me. Haha...bad joke...doubt anyone got that.

Mum bought me Now 72 the other day, and inkheart on DVD. Yes! I uploaded three new fanfics the other day...I have a lot of faves an reviews for just a couple of days...it's scary haha. They were 'Electrified', 'Foaly, And His Little Games' and 'I'm Not Edward'.
Jamie told me Adam doesn't come back in season three of Heroes! NO FAIR!
I had a rather disturbing dream the other night...I accidentally killed Laura...it was probably brought on by that episode of BTVS lol. Taylor Swift is cool...convineient name too...

Haha - i'm addicted to Metro Station they are awesome!!!!!
I just watched Rush Hour...I love that film...
Hmm...anyways, I'm home from holidays now...with far too many clothes and two pairs of high heels...awesomness!
Jamie Downes is my new guru - omggggg I love him, he's awesome. Love him in a friendly way only, of course haha. Tim's been texting me too keep up moral...and Jamie's making me smile. Both of them actually. I love my freinds.
Good luck in your French orals , Fia!!!!!!!!!!!

Right...might add more tomorrow...that's me for now.
xx

The Teenage FBI

I'm on holiday now, which I am pleased about.
I didn't honestly do very much yesterday ; slept, ate, played on the Playstation, read Northhanger Abbey by Jane Austen and watched Heroes.
While I was watching Heroes - I managed four episodes in one go, which was good. Even if it was half telwve by the time I went to bed.
I am so mortified about peter's hair though! where has his sexy floppy hair gone? :( but, he's still sexy, OMG...very much so...shirtless...*melts* anyway, all's good.

So, back to my point, while I was watching Heroes last night, my mother came out to the other living room to check on me. She seemed worried, but I told her I was just finishing the episode - which I did. What transpired in the morning was that she'd had a dream that I said to her 'I've been involved in some vampire activity' and she thought I was a murderer and came to check on me for that reason. Just goes to show how strange adults are, doesn't it.

Woke up rather late today, been down to the library -as you can see.
Just need to say happy birthday to Fia while I'm away! sorry I'm not around! :(
Jamie H gave me his number, rather amusing, I got asked out by some Spanish girl (OMG-ew) i said no, obviously. Erm...and Chis is trying to get me to go out with him - also not going to happen.
I am hungry- and i have to go.
Bye xx

Devil You Know (God Is A Man) - Face To Face

The last day of Easter school today.
Such a sad day...
Pah. I am relieved. I was getting far too used to being in school during the holiday - is this what it's like to be a teacher? Finding it normal to be in a pretty much empty school during the holidays?! I'm so glad I've never even entertained the idea of becoming one.

I only had three lessons today though, which was good. They didn't start until ten either - also good. So, I managed to wake up at seven -wouldn't you know, kicked in the teeth by my sleep pattern. Probably a good thing though, because I didn't actually get ready until about eight-thirty. I watched the tail-end of Frasier...which amused me :) and then Will and Grace. I love Will and Grace - it's so random.

Met Jon before school to hand over my mp3 so he could rip Elliot Minor's album. He got me a present in Turkey (two, actually.) I didn't actually expect anything...but, wow, they're such nice presents :)

Anyway, school was certainly interesting...not so much because of the lessons - because I was cornered by the girls in my class (it seems like half of the ER people saw me walk to school with Jon *sigh*) so, they were asking about that. They are losers if that's all they're interested in - something non-existant.

So, I had Geography....which saw me eating biscuits...but, the class restricting the amount I had because of yesterday (how mean) haha. I only had two today -well done, me. Miss Sheldon's a rather good teacher, shame we have Mr.Smith now. He's such an idiot. With his random singing, and his wannabe-gangsta act. It really annoys me...
Even more so when he says I 'Boyd' him...he doesn't even know what 'Boyd' means...not that i do, but, that's beside the point.
After Geography, Jade and I set off for Biology and that was quite useful. Rachel and I worked in a pair...and we did quite well in the tests. (Everyone was in pairs). I feel so bad that it's taken me fve years to talk to Rachel (not Newey...Morgan.) she's really nice, and we get along. We both watch kiddies programs etc...haha...which is random.
Spanish was last, with Mr. Henderson. I've never met him before, but he's a very good teacher - and he obviously knows the language very well. Though, all that klesson proved was 1) that we are all failures 2) Krish is better than all of us, and in the year below, 3) Our teacher hasn't taught us anything in the past two years, 4) I know the word 'Iba'...by some phenominal fluke.

Had my MP3 returned to me after Spanish...and somehow walked half-way home. I hadn't meant that to happen, I felt kinda bad for letting him.

I'm just looking through the photos from my birthday party...I am appauled at how terrible I looked...ew. Haha. I am so unfortunate in photographs. I find the ones of Maryam and I quite amusing...I always look so terrfied. Haha. I just found on of myself wearing a barrett and murdering Ratatouille. *sigh* I am quite evil...poor Laura.
Why, oh why, I ask myself , is every single photo I am in...of my involved in something terribly stupid?

*sigh* I need to update my fanfictions at some point too. Finsih the first chapter of the TPB one, which i have lost my notes for...and write chapter six of One Night Only, Chapter two of Could It Be, I've Fallen For You?, three of And Who Is He To Say That I Am The Villain?...sort out the ones I've started too...also chapter four of The Wayland Name. Hmmm...

I went into Kingston after school, to return a book for dearest madre. I then went to HMV and used the voucher Graeme gave me for my birthday to buy the BTVS soundtrack (it is awesome!). After that, bumped into Ella Thomas, chatted fora few minutes. Then I went up to Waterstones...for God sake, every single teenage book etc is terrible and uninteresting. There's nothing I want to read in that section anymore! it's either all historical...which actualyl annoys me, set in some paralell world ("I'm stuck in Paralell worlds, something supernatural..."), has knights etc...or had vampires. I'm fed up of it all. So, the classics section it was. I bought Persuasion by Jane Austen - because they didn't have the less expensive versions of Mansfield park etc. I saw a book that looked good - 'The Way of The Shadow' -by Bret Weeks. This is to help me remember the name.

So, off toBorders it was - their children's book section is even worse currently. I got a little distracted by a teen beauty book...hey, ntohing wrong in thinking 'f*ck my face - how to I make it look vaguely normal?' Anyway, then it was downstairs...returned the book - served by someone I didn't know, some very short girl who glared at me.

Afterwards, I decided to see if they had Mansfield Park, so to the classics. I ended up buying : Mansfield Park, Northhanger Abbey, Sense and Sensability, The Thirty-Nine Steps and The Moonstone. Used the voucher for Borders Alison and Rupa gave me...so, I owe great reading material and music to Rupa, Alison and Graeme. I still need to spend half of Graeme's, and the Borders voucher from Jonathan. Come to think of it, I also need to spend the Next voucher from Alison (my mother's cousin) , Laura, Andrew (my second- cousins) and Nick. I'm going to watch Heroes tonight :D yaya. But, first and foremost, I shall go and tidy my room because i'm going away tonight, and then write some fanfiction as a nice relaxing thing to do. Maybe have a go at the fic for Jonathan...as long as I don't completely fail...I'll get Fia to read it when i write it...before it even goes anywhere near him.

Later :)

Disillusionment

Another day at dear old Revision school.
Geography in the morning, which again found me eating an insane amount of food. Bourbons this time, I think Miss Woodcraft regretted giving us them...mostly because I took them over.
There is obviously an obese person living inside me, but, unlike the fat girl, skinny person inside idea...food doesn't shut them up. It makes me fatter :P

Holly, Claire, Lucy, Bryony, Jade and I had quite an amusing lesson though. :) Then I left -unlike everyone else, and met B in New Malden. We had lunch etc. Muchos comimos once again. I am such a fatty. I also completely looked like a boy today...which was fun (not).

Not pleased with georgie either, at lunch on Monday she looked at me and (so kindly, of course) said ' Your lips are so dry, it hurts me to look at them. Have my lip balm'. So lovely, non?
If anyone ever wants to know how to be the most popular person in the room; bring cake. it's like flies around a hunny pot.

In other news (such a loser), went back to school and had Mathematics...where Jessica and I did very little mathematics because I'd already done the paper (aside from my explaining how to so certain sim. equations) and rather a lot of talking about guys. How lame. But, we love it. Quite amusing. I've been instructed to find out the name of one of the Malden centre Lifeguards for my friends - because they think he's hot, and as I'm friends with Jon, who's a lifeguard too, they thought I could find out.

It's a cold, and it's a broken Hallelujah

Sorry, randomly in my head from Helena, which has just made me think of MCR, then 'Mama', then LOTF, then Jack...which turned my mind to Mark Knightley and made me smile. haha. I love my links in things.

At this moment I am discovering what my theme tune is...because Anna sent me an app. invite. Haha. I'm going away tomorrow night *hazzah*, which I am looking forward too. but, I miss Jack :'( it's not fair that he's skiing for the few days i'm around before I go away. But, best friends 'til the end, we've been through a lot. Guitar Hero when he comes back! Yes.

Oh, gosh, Holly gave me such lovely birthday presents (as did everyone else, but there's a point to this bit). See, she gave me some body lotions and stuff, and wow, they smell so delicious. One is Orange and Vanilla cookies! I am so sorely tempted to eat it...just because it smells to devine. *mouth waters with thoughts of cookies* Drat, I'm hungry again haha.

Anyway, Desperate Housewives was tres bonne tonight - something interesting happened in the form of homocide. Always interesting. I'm thnking of flicking channels to find CSI etc. Or Law and order, I love that kind of thing.

La di dah...I'm so bored.
I'm pleased with something en el colegio though. Por que, recently I seem to be able to switch between any firendship group and just be accepted, but, not ostracised for hanging around with certain groups. Unlike certain people. I'm literally the only person in my year they all allow to do this. Even the chavs like me now...which is more forms of 'freaky' than can be expressed or dealt with in mere words; or enough screaming. Hmmm...Lord of the Flies. Oh, Narnia, I was just thinking about Judeo-christian view in LOTF, which turned to the theology within Narnia...haha.

I like Alice In Chains now...thank-you Fai. The opening of the song was just cool. Me like. *thumbs up*
Oh, We same 'The Hot Debating Sixth Form Guy' today, in NM. Aslo known as David (as Beth, Suzie and jade informed me.) haha. I am being dragged to debating to meet him some time. he actually is so cute, as just awww. He takes Physics, and has a posh accent, it's totally love haha. Stalker-ish love ;)
We've decided that I am going to be Doctor Hodges when I am old. because I'll be alone, have no dress sense, love physics, be boring, chubby and look like a man. I am Doctor Hodges the second...her clone! :O haha

I want to watch Lewis now...but, alas, it's not on. I need to go and sort out my music...because Jon's borrowing it and I'm pretty sure 1) my friends have broken the back...not to mention it being dropped a lot. So, i have to selotape it. 2) I'm pretty sure they've recorded themselves singing on it...
Drea Lord, save us haha. We're such 'talented' singers.
Oh, Lucy said to me yesterday (while we were in Somerfields getting crisps) because I was singing along to...erm...that Leona Lewis song (I hate her) the one about bleeding and cutting -yeah, whatever. Anyway, she turned to me and said 'and you said you can't sing'. I was surprised, but, none the less, I was also pleased.

I should stop talking now lol. Off to sort music, talk to Fia and listen to AIC

Spiraling

I've had Easter revision school this week, well, today and yesterday so far (but, it feels like longer). It finishes on Thursday *hazzah*, I seriously put myself down for an INSANE amount of English.
But, the Spanish was the worst. Last lesson, which Rachel convinced me to swap with English to Spanish and go to her classes...why, I don't know. Anyway, Villegas got us to do a practice listening, which I completely zoned out in...and got a 'D' A-ha-ha. Though, Sophie actually heard all the questions and got the same mark, so, I wonder if I did quite well. Definitely better than our 'U's from the mocks. That was amazingly funny, Sn. Breach couldn't stop glaring at us...until we got 'A*'s in the reading...and managed to go from 'U's to 'C's within a week.

Okay, so afterwards, Mali was a bit annoyed I wasn't getting the busy with her -apparently I am 'gay' because of this. Right. Lucy came and met me and we went for lunch *yum*, wandering around the park outside the Malden Centre for about an hour. Then we bought a giant packet of crisps and promptly devoured them (mostly by me). Then we trudged into Kingston to photocopy stuff for my mum.
We got shouted at my this lady...obviously foreign because I didn't let her use the photocopier while I was using it (especially, as she asked incredibly rudely)...but then this little old lady asked me...and I couldn't say no - it would have been like beating up my Grandma. The other woman came back and had a hissy fit...Lucy and I were terrified. As soon as we were finished, we basically ran away in case she came to murder us. She seemed violent enough from the way she flung down her money on the table.

We saw James too...outside the library when we got there (before almost being murdered and all), don't think he noticed us *thank-you!* so, all is good. He's really sweet, good thing we're friends really. Lucy was pleased, we also saw an amazingly cute grunger boy on the bus *thumbs up*. Very nice.

I was pleased to find that I had a review for my new fic - A Deaux- and several favourites, so I'm having a rather nice day. I've also seen the first episode of season two of Heroes! PETER PETRELLI! Fifty minutes, and he didn't appear until fourty-nine :( But, he was shirtless, which most definitely makes up for it. I guessed so much of the episode though, and got it right. Quite obvious to me, I wonder what other people thought? I must ask Fia, Jon and Anna what they thought. I like West, nice new character, needs to sort his eyebrows out though. Very nice smile.
I'm not boy obsessed, I promise, I put it on.

Oh, CSI is on - awesome-ness. Though, as I'm just about to eat, that might be such a bad idea...unless I don't want to eat. Just off to reply to Matt on the RP site now...as Airan <3>...I can't stand the smell of vinegar anymore after all those crisps...*feels ill*

Just remembered that Lucy and I also went and looked for the Badminton courts at the Malden Centre...we found them *yay*. A while ago (okay, not that long ago) Jon said he'd book a court to play against me...but, yeah, I'd be far too scared to play him - he's freaking captain at his school! and most likely to be amazing (as per usual *grrr*)- so, I think I won't be taking up the offer. However, I'm wondering if I can ask him to book it for Lucy and I...as he gets it for free...and I am stingey and poor right now *sigh*

Bye...