Love You More.

I had such a good day today! Well, not the best, but, good.
I went into school in order to take my last Module (E) and I passed with 80%!!! Which means I have finished! Done! Finito! En fin! Termina! Etc. You get the idea.
Before I took the exam, as requested, I went to talk to Mister. Peters about the accident. That was fine, Mister Peters is such a lovely guy.
Then I went into New Malden to go and buy myself a drink, and then walked back to meet Marika, Lauren and Katie. We walked into Kingston. Mii-chan and I got the bus, and then we met Dizzy and sammii. We got McDonald's (chips) and then we went to meet Nico. Nico's cool, I like him :) he's very funny, and smart and we got along very well.
I stayed out 'till 8pm lol!!!
Anyway, seeing Marika, Katie and Lauren tomorrow, we're going to go and play DDR and Marika's going to give me Ancafe music. :D <3 yaya

I'm pleased, because Jonathan sent us a group thread message which was longer than three lines. He misses us, well, I'm not sure exactly who he was talking to...it was kind of ambiguous really, but, at least if he meant all of us, I am icluded in that :D
Oh well, I'm going away tomorrow so, that should be good. I think ¬_¬
Damn I miss that boy - fool that I am.
Lauren and Marika (who have seen me with him) say we look cute together, like really cute, which was both embarrasing and nice to hear. :)
Well, I'm off now. Farewell!

Anything But Ordinary.

Right...it's been a while. Last blogged on Wednesday.
Welll, It's been hectic. I forgot to emntion the other day that, one, I passed module five with 87 percent :D yay! Only module E left now. And, when I saw Jack last Saturday we had a lot of fun. We sat around playing on his Mac and watching funny movies in five seconds videos on Youtube. then we played on his iPod Touch, and his younger sister, Amy had a little chat with me and was shooed by Jack ahaha. Then we went into the dining room and Jack played the piano for a while, which is my new message alert ( Jack playing Doomsday on the piano) it's so pretty. And, he can play...'Bad Day' which we sang along to.
Then we decided to go out for lunch so we walked down to Penarth and had lunch at the Oucho Club. It was so expenive haha, but, it was also hilarious because Jack wanted to hear all about the sleepover, and he said that we sounded worse than his friends were.

Then he told me all about this girl he hates at school who's really two-faced etc, and we planned what would happen when I meet her...it was rather evil, as usaul. Then we talked about introducing me to Kirsty when i'm down in Wales next, apparently she wants to meet me, which is lovely but kinda scary.I get so scared of new people.
Anyway, then we walked back to his house, Sophie (his older sister who goes to Oxford) came and said hi, and his mum came home and said hello and asked how I was etc. Then Jackand I were going to play Guitar Hero but his grandparents were in the living room watching the television sowe deicded to go up to his room instead.
He told me all about their hallowe'en party last year and his plan for the next one, which was hilarious and kinda creepy and he threw a severed foot at me when we were messing around. We decided to play board games, one was this one about little caniballs and I got eaten all the time...i basically lost four times. Then we thought we'd play Cluedo SFX, which involved us getting it out of the cupboard and the cupboard collapsing on us, but then we sat down on his bedroom floor and played the game. His dad came in to see what was going on because of the noise, and asked me how I was etc. Then obth his sisters came in at different times to find out what the noise was. Amy stayed a while and watched my hand to see if I was winning. I lost two games then we gave up playing.

So, we started playing articulate, which is an incredibly funny game if you haven't played it, I recommend it. At one point Jack ended up having to describe a word and our conversation went like this:
Jack: 'kay, you get like this when you're not getting any.
Me: Horny?
Jack: *roll eyes* No.
Me: Bored?
Jack: No!
Me: Not getting what, by the way?
Jack: *cough*
Me: I was right. Desperate?
Jack: Yep.

This is our type of conversation. there was also another that was rather funny:
Jack: It's a fruit, and it's purple
Me: A carrot?
Jack, Purple...and a fruit and you got carrot?!
Me: Let's not get technical.
Jack: I get they're purple...but...

Then of course there was when I got the word 'stradle' which was impossible to describe (as I didn't think, like riding a horse...shows how in the gutter my mind is) without sounding incredibly wrong.

The best one though, had to be one that I was describing to Jack, it was a person and this is what happened.
Me: Religion.
Jack: Um...
Me: it's...it's the guy with the china, and tibet and the religion thingy.
Jack: Dali Lama.
Me: Yep.

Another good one was Jack's: He lives in the Vetigan and wears a big hat.
Me: the Pope.

It really is a great game. Also, Jack has concluded that my mind is worse than his simply because I was looking around his room, mentioned his duvet and said about playing twister. His Duvet had the twister board on it...I think i commented about playing Twister like that...haha, he got what I meant. >__<>__<>__< haha.

Oh, right, I almost forgot - Torchwood. Well, in short : OMFG, NO!
Ianto!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to send instant coffee packets like Jack to BBC Wales. lol. Overall, the series was well written and emotionally connective. It addressed many issues concerning the human nature, natural selection and self-preservation. it asked questions about government that probably should be asked and questioned what's for our protection or not. It also looked into loss and sacrifice. One thing I wonder is why frobochure had to die, though, as in the end they are all saved I admit it looked like they wouldn't be. However, the ending of the series was pretty bleak and I agree with what fia said I thought the same. Torchwood seems wrapped up. However, I can see the possiblity of Gwen, Rhys and Lois working in Torchwood again. There is still a rift in Cardiff, after all. My opinion is that (because, yes, Fia, jack is in the next series of Doctor Who) wherever he's beamed himself to Jack will fortuitously meet with the doctor just in time to have to battle some force threatening some form of civilization or collection of persons. This will then show Jack that what he does best is save people, prompting angst and some form of moving pep talk from the Doctor where jack will then realise he cannot run away. Then he should go back to earth and see Gwen and Rhys' baby, it will be a boy and name Ianto probably. Jack will visit Ianto's graveand possibly he will go and silently do something for his daughter, Alice.
This is the way it should be.

Unless they find a way to bring back Ianto, then he should be brought back and this would be the only difference.

Sunday today, nothing much of interest took place. I'm going to see Marika tomorrow, as I'm leaving for holidays on tuesday and sadly miss her leaving party and get back the day AFTER she leave for Japan.
I got the Vampire speical of SFX magazine. it's awesome. It had the top fifty vampires of screen and television. Guess who won? Oh yeah - Spike, as portrayed by james Marsters!!!!! Hell, yeah! He's awesome.
I have realised three things about myself while reading the magazine though:
I have three main fetishes.
-Voices. As in, if someone has a nice voice I am totaly in love haha, well, not exactly. But, still.
-Vampires
-Blond hair, peroxide blond or not.
I've also realised that I'm addicted to hugs, and that nice boys with a hint of bad boy, or bad boys who are really complete sweethearts are the way to go for me. usually good boys though...Mathew is a prime example of bad judgement on my part before and I'd never go out with someone like him again.
Lucky really - 'cause what I have is kinda perfect to me. Not that I'd tell him - it would swell his ego far too much for his own good. Anyway, I'm lucky, and deep down I am happy but I worry too much, I think part of me thinks I don't deserve this and is trying to find something wrong with it. :'( But, awww, gosh, he's so cute...haha. Darn it, he really is.
Spoke to Karyn today, I think I may be able to persuade her to come and re-take her GCSEs.
That's it for now.
I have the Star Trek and Labyrinth Soundtracks - they're awesome. :D
Going to see toby and Bejal when they're in England. Bejal gave me their number so that when I get back from hols I can ring them and then we can arrange meeting up. I'd quite like to introduce them to my friends...:)

Long life and prosperity.

Enterprising Young Men

Ah, so, I blogged, when was it? Last Tuesday, I think. I feel sure it was at some insanely early hour of the day. In any case, what have I been up to since last week?
Actually, that's a very good question to be asking myself, isn't it? I can't really remember very much of it.
Well, on Wednesday...I was supposed to be seeing my friend who was visiting me from New Zealand, Katie. It was just my type of luck really that her mother had gotten the dates wrong and was unable to meet up with me. Though, I am well used to this type of misfortune in my life, it was rather disheartening. As, I hadn't seen her for an entire eight years, and much as I was slightly nervous about seeing her after so long, I was nevertheless rather excited about it. However, fate being the cruel mistress ( wait, I have a mistress?!) that she is, it was not to be and she was forced to cancel on moi.

As it was, Jonathan was going to come with us, mainly to act as 'older person to enable our parents to let us stay out later and make sure we stayed out of trouble'. So, because Jonathan is not in touch with the twenty-first centuary in terms of handheld cellular communication, I was forced to send him a Facebook thread, though a mere twenty minutes before our meeting time as that was literally when I discovered my abandonment. Therefore, I went into Kingston anyway as I couldn't very well just leave him there...on his own, with no way of telling him and looking all pathetic...awwww, that's such an adorable mental image! Except, Jonathan doesn't do pathetic looks. Well, not often, at least.

I got there just as he did, even though i was a quarter of an hour lte, for which I was thankful that I hadn't been early, or even on time and forced to wait for him. I have started to wonder whether or not he's stopped trying to be on time to meet me because I am always invariably late to most everything I have to attend. And, chances being if the other party is early, I shall be later than normal.

He didn't actually say hello to me, he simply commented on the awesome-ness of my hat. Which, admittedly was quite an awesome hat, but, still. A greeting is not overly difficult, or has human communication involing common courtesy become obsolete? Most probably in all honesty.
In any case, I managed to explain what was going on about Katie ( although with some resistance from my tongue which refused to form words properly for several seconds - much as my fingers seem to be emulating with my typing at this moment in type).
In any case, he seemed unphased and simply asked what I wanted to do instead. And, as we had decided we would go to the cinema on Thursday (making up for not going on Tuesday) he suggested we simply went then. Which we did.

We went to see 'Public Enemies' starring Johnny Depp and it was excellent. However, tremendously sad and tragic. I cried. Twice. But, we also managed to not have Orange Wednesday codes too, which was a well done on our part. So, as per, I paid. And, then Jonathan said that should be it on the whole my paying for cinema trips...although, really, I think I should still owe him at least two more cinema trips, if he wants to say that, fine with me. I won't take away his chance to be gallant, or whatever it is...

Anyway, after the film we went to Borders to get Jack a present, and then i said I wanted cake so we dropped in at Patisserie Valarie. I bought myself a chocolate chip muffin and then we walked to the park. Sometimes...I don't think he understands a thing about me, to be honest, but, he's a guy so he sees things in a different way to begin with. But, I think we became closer at the same time...possibly? Anyway, when we said goodbye I got a very nice hug etc. and spoke to him later that evening...he said one thing that confused me quite some deal though.

Next day I went to Wales etc. Got home on Monday morning. Didn't do much.
Jonathan's gone on holiday...won't see him for quite some time. But, will just have to get over it.
I am seriously starting to get confused about his sexuality...and it's scaring me actually. I don't even know why but there's gotta be something amiss when he flirts with another guy! Even if he's like extra anti hugging of guys etc in real life...it just strikes me as odd.
Anyway, I am going to trust him absolutely, and if god for bid things get to a point where I just don't know anymore, I might have to take Jamie's advice...

I'd better just forget about it.
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. I'd like to shoot someone right now. God, preferably if we knew for certain one way or the other (if he is real, I mean) and if he could be shot anyway if that were true.
I pretty much feel like he doesn't care about me one iota, I mean, he bloody replied to the main thread but not our private one, so, it's like, thanks. Arg. I'm almost glad I'm away when he gets back! I mean, what has he done to show me he likes me, really? FGS, I've been going out with him for , what, seven weeks and he hasn't even kissed me. Maybe I'm just repulsive. I don't know anymore. :'( I suppose I'm not exactly helping things myself, but, he's the guy, which may be stereotypical of me, but, call me old fashioned, if he likes me he should just show it. Because, as if I would ever reject him in any way. That's my biggest weakness.

I'm going to go and talk to Jamie about how unattractive we are for a while and then ask my mother if she'll buy me a DVD and a book tomorrow. Because Push is out on DVD now :)
Sorry for being angsty, just feeling low. I do miss him. It doesn't help when he seems not to care.
And that he didn't say goodbye to me on Monday when I spoke to him...
Well, I'm off.

No Tomorrow

I am so annoyed at this moment in time!
Okay, so I'm supposed to be going to the cinema with Jonathan tomorrow...bloody git hasn't actually bothered to tell me a time, or a place that we're metting so I am seriously angry right now.
I've just sent him a thread telling him where and when, and that I'll wait twnety minutes at most...if he stands me up I won't be talking to him at all...I don't care if he's going away for a week and i won't get to see him, if he can't be bothered to let me know something that simple then he obviously doesn't care. I mean, I know he ws working today and stuff, but, I bet anything he's probably round at Ruairi's , in his bed playing xbox or something stupid that boys do. Arg.
I know he's probably really tired from the party and stuff, but, still...it's not hard to say 'I can't go' or 'this time and place' is it, really? Boys are so stupid.
I don't care if he's amazing in every other way and I can't stay mad at him when he's actually talking to me...I don't get male logic...or the inablitiy to do anything with consideration to others.
I miss him :'( dammit...I hate this kind of thing. Plus, I am listening to this song from the party because I'm addicted to it...and I keep thinking about him...>___< damn.

Wow

Well, I'm back from the Pirate Sleepover Juni Sommeran Bash...

<----- that was my outfit.

It was certainly interesting. Not sure if that's a good or a bad thing anymore haha. Anyway, I got to Becca's at four pm or so...having only gone to bed at 3am and gotten up at 7am. So...I was shattered to begin with.

We spent ages getting ready, listening to music and such. Graeme texted us and said he'd be late to the party because of work, and we knew Jonathan was going to be late anyway because of Wimbledon. So, we waited in the tent for a while and then kinda just hung around in the garden aimlessly for another hour. Graeme got there at about nine or so, perhaps quarter to. Then Tom, Danielle and Becca's dad returned from their TaeKwon Doe competition. Sporting medals. Tom won a Bronze, and Elle managed to come home with a Gold and is the best at sparring under sixteen in the country now. So, we were all proud of them.

Tom and Daniella joined us for a while, then Jonathan got to the party...and then Thomas was sent to bed at about 9:30, after he'd eaten. Elle stayed rather a while longer until around ten. When Jonathan got there I can't say I really acknowledged him very much, then...not sure exactly when but he complimented my appearance. It was something like 'I don't believe I've complimented you on your appearance yet. You look ravishing...' and then I think there was something like 'and quite ravishable'. Hmmm...that did make me smile though.

Um...yes, there was a lot of standing around done by myself because people seem to move once I sit down and I haven't done anything wrong. :( I guess I just have an evil aura! Anyway, when Graeme went to get a drink...and because my legs were starting to hurt I sat down on the edge of the bench were he and Jonathan were sitting, leaving loads of space for Graeme. Graeme came back and glared at me and said 'you have stolen my position!' I pointed out all the space but Graeme just did the 'ahhhhh' thing, and waggled his finger at me. Next thing I knew, Jonathan pulled me down the bench and next to him. Graeme kinda looked at us and then went off and it did take me a while to notice but Jon had his arm around my part of the bench...but, I didn't mind, obviously :P

Wow by Kylie came on at one point when I was sitting on the bench (after Jonathan had gotten up) and he ended up serenading me, I guess. It was rather amusing...and flattering...and embarrassing all at the same time. But, not in a bad way...God he's cute. Arg,..shush mind!
He kept pointing at me, doing spins and stuff while singing the song...which was quite funny, and a few times he came up the path and leaned in very close to me to sing certain parts. Part of me had concluded that I was probably bright red by then.

There was a lot of fascination with glowsticks at the party too...which was a little annoying at times. To be honest. But, yeah anyway, later on, after Graeme had left because he had work the next day (Graeme left at quarter past eleven) we were sitting on the trampoline - that's Becca and I - at least...I think Graeme had left by then, but no matter. So,I had my arms around my knees and then Jonathan kind of sighed...for no apparent reason and walked around to my side of the trampoline and then he stood behind me and put his arms around my shoulders, rested his chin on my shoulder and ended up so that we were cheek to cheek, and then the conversation just kinda carried on as before. But, once more Becca said something along the lines of 'I'm serious, guys. if you two start making out, I'm kicking you out'. I was more stunned that it seemed like that, to be honest. But, he just smiled and then said something along the lines of 'that boat in your front garden must be useful for something.' and Becca went 'as long as your out of my view!' and then he half turned to me, grinned and said 'How 'bout it?'. I took this as a complete joke, to be honest and just laughed. Stuff like that always makes me feel really uncomfortable because I never know what I'm supposed to say in reply. I mean, I probably would...I mean, obviously I'd want to make-out with him. I think that much should be obvious! Arg...but, when I talked to Becca the next morning and I asked why she kept saying about the 'no making out' thing, apparently we looked like we were about to start making out quite a lot of the time...which, well, it quite amused me, if I'm honest. I hadn't noticed...

Maybe I am just bad at picking up hints? James says I am.

Um...then a few times Becca and I had wrestling matches which Jonathan was a little too pleased by, and of course started him singing "Girl fight, tonight!" but, it was funny, to me anyway. But, I don't know...maybe it's odd, but I really don't mind that kind of proximity with girls or being considered by guys like that...but Becca does. And, to be honest, my view point is, well, why should it matter? I don't like girls and therefore physical proximity or contact with other girls makes no difference to me. I get a big blank nothing. Guys on the other hand...don't get me started on how badly they affect me. Which, I suppose is a sure-fire sexuality test...maybe Becca secretly is unsure? I mean, it wouldn't surprise me considering the amount of friends I have which are like that.

Um...then we went into the tent, eventually.

At some point along the way I had gained Jonathn's shirt over my dress, because I got cold...I think Graeme was still around when that happened though. So, yeah...Jonathan obviously had another top on underneath...shameeeeeee. :')

Then we watched Step Up in the tent, it was Jonathan's choice too. But, as he'd mentioned he had seen and owned Step Up 2 to me when we were in CEX on Thursday I assumed he might like to watch Step Up and took it with me. It was a good film actually.

Above is Jonathan hiding behind me from the camera.

Then when the film finished we kinda sat in silence for a while and then Jonathan asked what we could do next...and yes, I did plant the idea of Truth or Dare...but, I did it subtly enough that it made it seem like it was Becca's idea. Haha. Most of the truth, I don't remember, I avoided them. I hate truths. But, Becca dared me to put these glowsticks around my neck (they were like chockers) and then it was Jonathan's turn to be truth'd or dared and he chose dare. becca then dared him to take the glowsticks off my neck (five of the eight) using just his mouth. I was a little stunned by this and went 'a...ah...waa???' but, Jonathan seemed game enough. So, I got instructed to move my hair out of the way and he just went ahead with the dare. Okay, OH MY GOD, I totally almost fainted. I seriously don't know why, but...it was just weird...it was probably something about having him so close...and taking something off my neck, I don't know...but, I can't say it was exactly a bad feeling. Though, was pretty sure I was going to have a heartattack or something. Haha. And, that would have been a shame...oh, actually...dammit, my brain is so terrible!

Anyway, then, I'm not sure if it was in retaliation...not that the dare was exactly terrible to begin with...but, who knows...maybe he didn't want to go that close to me? *shrug* figures. Anyway, he dared Becca to take the remaining three from around my neck using only her mouth. Which was...rather annoying actually. Hence what I said about sexuality before...when he was near me it was interesting...when it was Becca it was a little like 'do hurry up!' She almost strangled me a few times too. Then Jonathan was telling her a better way to get them off because she was failing...and I was like 'you've developed a technique for taking things off my neck?! What?' and they were talking about it seriously...he really was taking it rather seiously when he said it. But anyway, after almost dying from being tugged at by the neck I was freed. Thank God.

So, possibly in retaliation to that, Becca made Jonathan put a glowstick bracelet on his wrist (incidentally the one with the shag bands on), one around his thigh (because I complained about foot...because no offense to anyone, I just don't like feet. And then two around his neck, and I was dared to take them off with just *my* mouth. Arg. I was also then given a time limit to the end of the playing song...which game me about a minute and a half. So, naturally I started with the wrist...avoiding the shag bands very carefully, then the thigh. James said he'd have been worried about that one, but, to be honest...to me, the neck would be worst, and hardest to get off. I was right.

Above is Becca in her outfit

It was so difficult, and I finally got one of them off, and then for the life of me the other one wouldn't come off. And, then Jonathan started laughing and his shoulders hunched, so I couldn't get to his neck and I was running out of time and dreaded a forefit, eventually I forced him to move his shoulders down, and then I had to try again...I accidentally bit his neck in the process but I got it off...with about a second to spare. I apologised to biting him, obviously...but he really didn't seem to mind. Which, struck me as a little odd. I just hope I didn't leave a mark...:S

Then...some truths and dares later...Becca (evil queen she is) plus, she's been drinking alcohol, so I think she may have been on the verges of drunk....she dared me to play suck or blow with Jonathan. Which, if you haven't seen the film 'Clueless' is where you pass a playing card (well, it was a playing card with us) it's usually a piece of paper, from one person to another mouth to mouth. You have to basically suck in air to keep the playing card to your lips, and then pressing it to the other eprson lips, they do the same and then you blow on the playing card to let go...kinda. That sounds wrong the way I've described it. But, if you drop the playing card, you have to kiss. Essentially, I was put in a position where, if I didn't play I forefitted...and the forefit (much to Jonathan's obvious amusement...and I doubt pleasure, but you never know) was that I'd have to take off every item of clothing that Jonathan had bought. Which just so happened to be my dress and his shirt. Sadly, I knew he'd bought his shirt as I was with him when he got it. So...I couldn't not do the dare, but if I failed the dare...not only would I have to kiss him I'd still have to forefit. She'd backed me into a corner because I knew I would drop the card as I couldn't keep it to my lips. But, after much dithering...of about 15 minutes plus, I agreed. Thing was, that, Jonathan seemed to avoid looking at me at all until he really had to...and I don't know...that made me feel worse, because if he was against it I wasn't going to try and make him. And, then he just went 'I don't mind' so that seemed so...cold that I got even more worried. Anyway, somehow (it must have been 4am courage) I went along with it, didn't drop it, got the card to his lips...which I must say was odd, it's like kissing someone but with a piece of paper in the way. :S and when i moved back we dropped the card. Except I was let off my forefits...I dunno why.

I guess, part of me wanted to kiss him...okay, I really did...but, at the same time...I was really scared and Becca was watching etc etc. Which made me against the idea. I'm not sure if I hurt his feelings though, because I made such a fuss about it. I only made a fuss because I was nervous, not because I didn't want to...I was terrified that if I had to kiss him he'd pull away or something...and bloody hell we're supposed to be dating. ARG. Life! And, after that his whole attitude towards me changed to really cold...which made me feel bad. :(

But, I guess I understand...and anyway, who could like me that much? No one...pah!

Anyway, then the game peatered out at about 6 am, and we decided to watch Man In The Iron Mask. Becca decided to go to sleep and while I was watching it with him, I kinda curled up on the sleeping bag and fell asleep myself. I was wrapped in two sleeping bags...

Next thing, after having some warped dream where we replayed the party, except I actually wasn't a wimp and I took my forefit, I woke up at about 8:40 am and...one thing I immediately noticed was that he'd gone. We knew he had to leave at about 8am...but, I didn't expect it. It felt very...empty without him. Then 'Girl Fight Tonight' came into my head and I decided to go back to sleep. Then I woke up again at about 11, and Becca had woken up and said 'he left us a note' and said 'did i miss it then?' and she said 'no, it was in the kitchen, with the back door keys on top. So, we worked out that he would have had to find the keys, open the back gate, find pen and paper and leave it for us, then leave. I also realised that I was still wearing his shirt. I had just assumed that he'd wake me up for his shirt before he left...but, you know. I managed to fall alseep in fishnets, short shorts, a tutu and Jonathan's shirt. >___<>

Anyway, then we got up, and went to Becca's room, got changed and decided to go and buy breakfast from the co-op...so we walked...it was so hot! And I was wearing tiny short...anyway, breakfast was nice, then we tidied the tent, chatted about the party. Becca told Elle what happened with the Suck or Blow game (that's the name of the card game...nothing else) which she promised not to do...but anyway, I seriously had to go 'did I actually do all of that?' and becca went 'yes, you did' I spent most of the day being appauled with myself...I mean seriously just going 'oh my God! I really did that? How did I have that much courage? What was I on...did you drug me, becca?' etc.

Then I went home...eventually...and screwed things up even more with Jon...great-y-great...:( But, should be seeing him on Tuesday so, I guess that'll be good.

See You Again ( Mafia Remix)

Oh, I forgot to say earlier. I got a postcard from school congratulating me on passing some more modules. Which I thought was very nice.
OMG - Millie basically asked ' are you and Jonathan going out' yesterday, while we were waiting outside the school. And I didn't exactly answer...I went all quiet and Emily just went 'Bit slow, Millie' and then everyone started screaming. That was about twenty people...all friends of his sister. I didn't even mention him! I have no clue if his sisters know...and I'm certainly not going to ask, but, I do hope they don't tell his sisters if they don't know. Haha.
OMG I'm so excited about the party...not because of the party really...just because of his hair really. He's gonna look so awesome! Hehe. Not that he doesn't already anyway.
It's so funny, Fia has decided that he is my Westley. Which...if he wears a shirt anything like Cary Eweles wore in the film...I shall be very happy about...
As long as the attention isn't all on Becca this time.

Mali was so shocked that I'm friends with Claire's brother, Graeme, but, I don't see why.
Anyway, I should get to bed...I need a lot of sleep so that I don't fall asleep at the party. Yay!
Party, party. I hope I look nice tonight...

Hero/ Heroine

Well, I haven't done too much today. Was supposed to get up at nine am, but, I fell alseep again...and I had to run for the bus, my iPod then decided to go flying out my pocket and bounce into the road. So, I resuced it, and luckily, Thank God for iPod cases, the only damaged thing was the leather case I bought for it. I was so shaken by my iPod's near-death expereince. More so than I usually am by my own...I wonder if that's strange.
Most probably.

Anyway, went into school to do Module six on the ECDL and got 88% on the assesment and then 88% on the actual exam, meaning I passed and now only have two more left to do and I'll have finished. One more, and I'll have the BCS level two.
Then I saw Shauni, and she chatted to me for a while...and then my mum picked me up and too me into new Malden. I went to McDonald's because I was starving...and then we went home.

It's the party tomorrow...I'm quite excited now , actually.
Especially because the guys can stay round this time. It's really cool that Jonathan's going to dye his hair blond for the party...for me, I think. Haha. But, I do hope he knows that he's fine just the way he is, in my opinion. Nothing will change that either.

Marian just spent an hour going on and on about how I should be a model. Which is a bit of a headdesk, but oh well. Lewis is pissing me off (again) and I really wish I had a gun when talking to him sometimes...he could drive a saint insane within minites.
Anyway, he's still my friends, no matter.
I'm off to play Rhodan for a while.